Xander Ford Breaks Down in Tears After Losing New Look — Regrets Past Arrogance and Cries Over Shocking Transformation Back!

Manila, Philippines – In an emotional and unexpected moment that stunned fans and netizens alike, controversial internet personality Xander Ford was caught on video sobbing uncontrollably as he opened up about his regrets, heartbreak, and shocking return to his old appearance — the very image he once worked so hard to change.

The clip, which quickly went viral across social media platforms, shows a visibly devastated Xander Ford — real name Marlou Arizala — sitting in a dimly lit room, wiping away tears as he admits he never imagined he would “go back to being the person everyone used to laugh at.”

“Masakit. Hindi ko na kinaya… binalikan ako ng dati kong itsura,” he cried. “Parang sinampal ako ng tadhana.”

From glow-up to glow-down?

Xander Ford rose to viral fame in 2017 after undergoing a dramatic cosmetic transformation. He rebranded himself from the widely ridiculed Marlou Arizala into the more polished, chin-enhanced, nose-sculpted persona of “Xander Ford.” For a while, he enjoyed media attention, TV guestings, and an avalanche of followers curious about his new look.

But as fast as fame came, controversy soon followed.

Xander became infamous for his brash attitude, arrogant behavior, and involvement in various scandals — from insulting female celebrities to being accused of abusive conduct. As his public image plummeted, so did his popularity, and eventually, the media circus moved on.

Now, years later, the once-proud influencer is facing a new crisis — this time, involving his face and his identity.

The transformation reversed?

In the viral video, Xander admitted that over the past months, the cosmetic enhancements that gave him his “new face” had started to fade. According to him, complications and lack of maintenance led to the deterioration of his surgical results.

“Yung ilong ko, bumalik sa dati. Yung panga ko, hindi na pantay. Ang sakit tingnan sa salamin,” he confessed.

He claimed that due to financial struggles, he could no longer afford treatments or upkeep for his altered features. As a result, his once-celebrated transformation has slowly reversed, revealing a face eerily close to his pre-surgery self.

Netizens react: mixed emotions

The internet exploded with reactions ranging from sympathy to sarcasm. On X (formerly Twitter), the hashtag #XanderFord trended for hours.

“Karma? Or just life being brutally honest? Still, I feel sad for him,” one netizen posted.
“This is why self-love is better than surgery. Fame fades, but pain stays,” another commented.

Others, however, showed genuine concern. Many pointed out the mental health implications of Xander’s emotional breakdown and urged people to show compassion rather than mockery.

Public apology and regret

In between sobs, Xander took the opportunity to issue a heartfelt apology for his past actions, admitting that his former arrogance may have led to his downfall.

“Sobrang nagsisisi ako. Naging mayabang ako noon. Lahat ng kasikatan, inakyat sa ulo ko. Wala akong utang na loob noon. Pero ngayon, ako’y gising na.”

He said that he now understands the value of humility and authenticity, and is praying for a second chance — not at fame, but at self-acceptance.

A plea for forgiveness

Xander also reached out to his family, former friends, fans, and especially those he may have hurt in the past.

“Patawad po sa lahat. Kay Kathryn Bernardo, kay mga fans na niloko ko, kay mga taong naniwala sa akin… sorry po talaga.”

It was a rare moment of raw honesty — and perhaps the most genuine one the public has ever seen from him.

What’s next for Xander Ford?

Now facing both emotional and physical challenges, Xander says he plans to take a break from social media to focus on healing, both inside and out. He hinted at seeking professional help and possibly even reverting to his original name, Marlou Arizala, in hopes of “starting fresh.”

While some may continue to mock or ignore his plea, others believe this could be the beginning of redemption for the young man who once tried to run away from who he really was.

Because beneath the surgeries, the scandals, and the tears, Xander Ford is still human — one who dared to change everything, only to realize that what matters most… is accepting yourself as you are.

And now, with his mask fading away, perhaps it’s finally Marlou’s turn to be seen.

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You guys, it looks like Kobe Paras and Erika Poturnak just *confirmed* that they’re dating.

On June 28, Tuesday, the basketball player posted pics from his trip to Bali, Indonesia with his friends on IG, including his ~sweet~ photos with Erika.

“From Bali with love,” he simply captioned his post.

In one photo, the two can be seen cuddling while hanging out by the pool.

The 20-year-old daughter of Ina Raymundo liked the post. She also dropped a relieved face emoji in the comments section.

ICYMI, dating rumors between the two started circulating after Erika shared polaroid photos from her fun beach trip on IG Stories, which included a selfie with Kobe.

Previously, Erika was in a relationship with model Chris Card before calling it quits in 2021. On the other hand, Kobe reportedly dated Ateneo Lady Eagles volleyball standout Ponggay Gaston.